Monday, May 5, 2008

"... 7-11 nightmares at 3am..."

ok so it's not quite 3am...
but I do so love Meg Lee Chin

again I wonder... what happened to the kick-ass chicks???
I'll tell you what happened... Meredith Brooks is what happened... and others like her. I mean...once the record labels were trying to force that shit down our throats, well the kickass chick became a joke and an over-done character. Then, all the real kickass chicks that I loved so much went away because the record labels no longer thought them viable.
...
I'm sure there are some out there somewhere...

Today was one of those days when I wonder, "How am I going to make it through this?"

That is to say... how am I supposed to get through my little exile in a sane state? Largely due to living at the 'rents house as well as being many miles from Da5id. I've done that before (lived miles away from Da5id, that is) so I think that's not so bad... but he does keep me sane. My mother, on the other hand... is driving me nuts.

Lastly, I wonder... how does a band disappear off the face of the earth??? My friend, Duckie, once had a CD that I borrowed for the longest time by a band called Here. I believe it was on Invisible Records. I've looked high and low for it and I cannot find ANY mention of it. Even when I go to the Lydia Lunch page... nothing... and I know she did something on it. I also believe one of the guys ( the guy??) from Forma Tadre was part of it. Nothing. I got ...nothing!

...

please give me the patience to survive this ordeal...mainly, to not let my mother drive me crazy

3 comments:

Bringing Up Ben said...

Hang in there! You can do it!

Da5id said...

Sometimes I think the hardest part is knowing that you're at your parents... i mean... miles apart is tolerable... i like to pretend we're on vacation... but living at the big house is like eating cardboard dollar pizzas... it's almost never a good idea no matter what mood you're in

Ceci said...

i'm trying! i'm trying! to hang in there, liz.

as to da5id, yes, I prefer to think that this is all just the shortest of stays. Unfortunately, I can't leave. Maybe I'm under house arrest and I don't know it? hehehehe

or this is limbo! maybe I died on my way back from Europe and I don't know it yet. You know... like beetlejuice.

*sigh*
i can't see the future... and I'm trying to be patient... it's tough, especially when my mom keeps going at it. It's like... like I'm being tested to see when I break.