Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Remember this one?
It's back.
RIGHT when I could see things a little clearer, felt I could start telling the light from the dark, I have another episode (I even had a post I was working on about the clarity). A pretty major episode.
This time not only did it affect the boyo, but it affected the family. I was yelling, slamming doors and wailing, not even considering anyone else in the house nor their schedules. I feel so ashamed I want to banish myself to a very dark corner somewhere.
That's not very responsible, however. So I will clean up my mess, talk to the ones I hurt, and reanalyze how I'm coping and how to stop this. I at least hope to learn to stop how it unleashes on others; that one is key.
I NEED to!
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