Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Oh yeah, that...

Remember this one?

It's back.

RIGHT when I could see things a little clearer, felt I could start telling the light from the dark, I have another episode (I even had a post I was working on about the clarity). A pretty major episode.

This time not only did it affect the boyo, but it affected the family. I was yelling, slamming doors and wailing, not even considering anyone else in the house nor their schedules. I feel so ashamed I want to banish myself to a very dark corner somewhere.

That's not very responsible, however. So I will clean up my mess, talk to the ones I hurt, and reanalyze how I'm coping and how to stop this. I at least hope to learn to stop how it unleashes on others; that one is key.

I NEED to!